Sugar daddy

i am 18

what most men call ‘sweet’

i put sugar on my lips and kiss everything

i am doing what young dumb things do

this guy

Hes 40

all His teeth

rotten

He likes sweet things

He cannot help

but salivate

His last girlfriend was a slut

“liked getting banged by beefy guys she didn't know”

He has a feeling I’ll be different

on the first date we’re on his couch

He wants to know why 

i’m not ready to fuck him yet

He talks down to me

He goes

“sweetie, what’s stopping you”

i tell him how expensive college is

i don’t have any books

i don’t have a camera for class

He's a photographer

He has a studio in his basement

He hands me a camera the same price as my tuition

He says “okay baby,

what's stopping you now?”

i ask for cash 

say it’s been days since I put anything on my stomach 

He tells me he’s not a sugar daddy

i say alright

i understand

i’m not going to force you

He says “okay okay

I'll give you what you want”

and I am naked